| things are crazy right now...just plain crazy..wow i dont even know how its possible that all the things that are going on are...I made a mistake and waited and now its too late...I lost a dog that was like my brother...I am wanting for something that I can't have... I miss the people I made friends with this summer so badly...etc etc |
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| so just found out the girl i was waiting to be ready to date decided she would fall again for her ex who she said had too many differences and would never work...and then she goes and tries to set me up with one of her friends??? i dont understand life...
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| im just a lil frustrated at life right now but I wont get into it Im just trying to figure out how to deal with it....I did have an amazing experience with Homeless week tho...
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| Im told im a great guy but when its all said and done im never the guy....so am I really that great of a guy?
Im told I need to wait it out and be patient..but when the results are the same either way? Isn't waiting just a waste of time?
I'm told that Im a hard worker but yet I can't find a job and get turned down for a required internship..so really how hard do i work and if I do why isn't it recoginzed.
I'm told I need to believe a certain way politically...but what happens if I dont agree totally with everything i'm told to believe?
I'm told that Jesus is my saviour and that he loves me...well that is one thing that I am told that I can't argue...
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| I never write here anymore except when i want a limited amount of people to see it or if it is just for myself really...here I go again...
I lost the election for VP for MRL. I was told I had better content and he had more fluff in his speech...the problem was my nerves...I was nervous to the point of passing out and it showed...
I just hate the fact that I struggle with confidence but I never can get what I want in life when I give my best...how do I build it? i dont want an answer really...
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